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Sunday, December 31, 2006

HELLO PEOPLE! I HAVE MOVED! http://www.youareforeverinmylife.blogspot.com please RELINK! thanks! :D

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

updates for the past week:
NRIC : SXXXXXXX#
Name : MICHELLE

1. The results of your application are as follows:

Posted institution: MILLENNIA INSTITUTE

Course Name: MILLENNIA INSTITUTE (SCIENCE)

Course Code: 43S

2. Please report to the JC/MI on 3 Jan 2007 at 8am.

and and and.. i got a new phone! Z520i! :D

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Friday, December 08, 2006

oh ya. and i got something else to add to the previous post where we were at siewlin's house.

i was spared from whatever they intended to do cause ive got makeup on already! :O

hahaha. thank God for saving me! ;D

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Thursday, December 07, 2006

YAY! im back again! :D so i shall continue with 25th November 2006! which is my BIRTHDAY! :D and it coincides with mag and zhiwei's wedding. so everyone kinda know abt it alr since so many ppl blog abt it. so i shant blog abt that again. but b4 that, we went siewlin's house to prepare. and i had my birthday cake and made my birthday wish. im really pleased with my wish though its impromptu. cos its like bao ga liao you know. haha. ;D not telling what i wished though. duh! its between me and God. *grins*

and so we attended the wedding in church. then after that, me my sis and fiona left early cos uncle nelson offered to give us a lift. :D we said bye to ppl. [though some were too engrossed in their conver until never notice and then come and say we never say bye.] hahaha.

reached home quite early and stuff. and yeah. here comes the interesting part. my sweet sixteen birthday present from GOD. :DD it was at night. and i was bored and thirsty. so i went to the kitchen for a drink [plain water laa.] then i look out of the window while drinking. and as i look out of the sky, i was like, "WOOWWW!!" there were loads and loads and LOADSS of starss!! it was really really BEAUTIFUL! i smiled soo widely until my mouth almost gave way. and the best thing was, i shared this joy with my family. :D

i was so overjoyed can! God give me birthday present leh. and the stars got some very dim got some very bright. then got one very very bright one. and God said that was me. im special in His eyes. i was soo soo sooooooo glad! :D and when i go back to my room, there were loads of stars too! and i smsed wanxuan and asked her if she could see stars at her side. but she said no. like not a single one?

so yeah. its really really God's gift to me. :D

thank You Lord. thank You soo much! :)

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Friday, December 01, 2006

hello! im BACK! hahahah. theres so much happenings these few days laa and i got many to post abt so dont feel like posting. ok ok. i shall start on 24 Nov 2006! which was like soo long ago!

241106 initial plan was to go sentosa with jo, yahui, mei, jialing, chin, chaiyue and ytc and friends. but in the end, only jo me yahui made it. and ytc and friends. [ytc, yty, jordan, selig, gabriel, dreamze and kieran] so we were like outnumbered by guys. but it was ok la. and we din really talk much. the main climax of the day was... its raining! soo.. we din go sentosa. :( we went vivo city instead. which i think i should be thankful for. cos i dont think i want to be sunburnt. haha. phew. esp since prom nite was like 5 days later.

so we went to watch movie. step up! quite nice la. like much much MUCH nicer than casino royale can! hahah. and and and.. best part was, the popcorn and hotdogs were sponsored by dreamze and kieran. thats like a lot can! so nice right? :D

then we went to eat SUBWAY! it was a disaster for me! argh. i shall not elaborate. T_T

blah blah blah.

so these are the photos we took. or should i say, JO took. quite little la.

oh ya! jolene and i went there like super duper early can! like ONE HOUR! and i said it was her fault cos she ask me to meet so early. but she said it was my fault cos i din object to it. and we push the blame to one another. hahahah. it was really funny.

in the toilet, in the toilet...

yahui, me, jo and kieran. wheres the others? we din manage to take photos with them. LOL

yeah. thats all for today. dont have time to post abt other days. next time. i promise. gtg eat dinner. bye.

meanwhile, happy reading! [to wanxuan] ;D

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

michelle --

[noun]:

An ultimate egg lover

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

why am i still here??

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Skin colour: i dunno what colour is this. haha
Hair colour: black
Eye colour: dark brown
Clothes colour: as in what im wearing now? yellow top black bottom
Wardrobe colour: you mean outside? dark green and white
Seven memorable things this/last month:
1) sakae sushi!! [havent blogged abt it yet XD]
2) end of prelims!
3) leaders' day!!
4) and of cos the preparations
5) macs with mei =D
6) eating tou hua with jialing, chaiyue, yahui, jolene, mei. =D
7) cindesheep with bananas!! =DD
Six people you talked face to face this week:
1) huimin
2) mei
3) jolene
4) ruth
5) garwai
6) many more laa

Five things you bought recently
1) file and wrapping paper!!
2) chicken rice
3) orange bowl!
4) canteen food
5) kfc!! more than 1/2 of the money sponsored by mei and jolene =/

Four people you saw today:
1) huimin
2) cindy
3) peijun
4) pastor kris

Two things on your mind now:
1) f&n!!
2) oh no!!

1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four:
climbing the steep slopes of dragon mountain was hard work 0.0
2.stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
dustbin!
3. last thing you watched on TV?
yesterday. hillsongs by your side dvd, or isit vcd.
4.without looking, guess what time it is:
2pm?
5.the actual time?
337pm [what?? soo late? oh no!!!]
6.what can you hear with exception of the computer?
my radio
7. when did you last step outside?what were you doing?
just now. went for Cindesheep cum Chongster.
8. what did you look at before you started this survey?
UthNity blog
9.What are you wearing?
homeclothes
10. did you dream last night?
yes but i forgot
11.When did you last laugh?
just now
12.what is on the walls of the room you are in?
paint?
13. seen anything weird lately?
hmm.. cant think of any now but im sure there is.
14. what do you think of this quiz?
longwinded
15. what is the last film you saw?
cant rmb
16. becoming a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you buy?
if im still at this age? hmm.. laptop, ipod, hp, clothes, bags, shoes, etc. oops so materialistic =X okok. i will buy souls too! YAY!
17. tell me something about you that i don't know.
to who? the one whom i took this from? ok. hello fiona! i know you dont know that im short! so im telling you. hahaha. so lame =.=
18.what is one thing you would change about the world?
ALL souls saved
19. do you like to dance?
depends. not really
20. George W Bush... american?
how i know?
21. If your first child is a girl,what do you call her?
can i name her after me? michelle? =D
22. if your first child is a boy,what do you call him?
joshua!
23. have you ever considered living abroad?
no
24. what do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
well done, my child! -pats on back-
25. 20 people who must do this in their journal or blog.
those who have nothing to do and is bored. though im not supposed to be bored and do nothing. =X ahh.. off i go! byee blog!

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Friday, September 22, 2006

SIN is not about doing wrong. but rather, SIN is about NOT doing right. a classic example: one day, you were shopping. you see someone that needs help. but you thought: "aiyah, got other ppl to help la. i dont want to help. anyway, im not sinning what. i din do anything wrong." but you are soo soo wrong! in His Word, It says, whoever helps one of these brothers in My Name, helps Me. and you will be rewarded accordingly. [something like that la. so.. if you dont do it, its SIN. cos ure not doing what ure asked to do. and God will judge and punish accordingly to your sins. so repent with all your heart today and do good! Repent is not merely saying sorry and asking for forgiveness. you must not do it again. so if you repented but do it again, its not true repentance. but if you repent and not do it again, our Father in Heaven will forgive each and every one of your sins and cleanse you from all unrighteousness.

spend sometime reading and thinking about it. perhaps you have heard it b4 but i was prompted to rmb this and post it here. so may those who hears and understands the Word of God be blessed. Amen.

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hello! yay! finally can have smth to blog alr. =D hmm.. today is.. friday. ok. i shall say what happened on.. wednesday.

wednesday:
i got no prelims on that day. so i went to library to study. then as i was studying, there was this beautiful fly flying around making alot of noise. haha. then suddenly it DROPPED down. it was like beside me. at the window. so i looked at it. it looks like a bee but its not. the wings very nice. its body is black and yellow but not striped. very nice! but it was crawling very very slowly. i think its injured. so i din bother it. after a while, i went to see wheres the fly. cannot see. so i moved my bag which was beside the window. i was like 0.0 it was on my bag and was crawling in from a small hole at the top! AHHH! no one would want a fly to crawl into ur bag and move ard inside right! so i took a book and let it crawl onto it. and i just sort of throw the book to the floor in front. not very hard la. but the fly sort of "jumped" and flew up and later it dropped down again. then i go and see.. it was upside down la. but legs still moving. i tried to help it go back to its feet but everytime it automatically went back to its back. i feel so guilty laa. haha. and for a long time it was still there trying to get up but cant. saded. all becos of me.. =( haha =X oh wells. but at least i tried to help. and i even prayed for it okay! pray that it will recover. haa. =P so ya. wonder how is it now. hope no one go and kill it. but actually also good la. ease the pain. xD

ok. enough of that! yesterday, after my paper, me, jo, mei, chaiyue, yahui and jialing went to tou hua shop and eat. but we took fries in also la. and the auntie din say anything 0.0
haha. and we chatted for a loong time. from like 1 plus to three. had a fun time. we switch subject very fast. from saying wanting to go sakae after our last paper next week to changing mind and go kbox and then decide to go sakae instead. cos we voted and majority wins! YAY! then, we talked abt animals. from ?? talk until forgot start from where also. ohh! winter dogs having to bear the heat in singapore to polar bear to penguins -- "jolene's cute little animals" haha. then to water animals. abt sharks, turtles and blah blah blah. then we were also talking abt schools to go after Os and blah blah blah. and went back to animals and went back again to schools, etc etc. oh! and before those we actually were talking abt political stuff 0.0 wow. ha. =P then side tracked and became talking abt animals lor then blah blah. then got once someone randomly asked a qtn. chicken first or egg first. almost everyone said was egg first. except me of course. i said chicken! but hey, its true. but they said it was already SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEN. but so what? scientists are still human beings. not all things can believe. only the Bible can be trusted. It says God created the animals. it din say it created the chicken eggs, bird eggs, fish eggs right. so weird. imagine all the earth are filled with different kind of eggs. then slowly they grow into animals. haha. but oh wells. they want to believe then believe lor. haha =P not my business.

hmm.. and recently, i thought of many many things. and i dunno if i should call this "revelation" or not. cos i dont know if it just came from me, the devil or God. when you hear the word father what do you think of? ur daddy or papa or dad right? ur earthly father that takes care of you? and of cos, our Heavenly Father whom we call Daddy God, Abba Father, etc. but hey, some ppl forgot about another father. the father of lies -- Satan. hmm.. and i thought: sometimes when ppl pray, they just say father father. never say what father. Heavenly Father or father of lies. so sometimes we might even be "praying" to satan. ha. dunno why suddenly thought of this la. its ur choice to decide where it comes from. but hey, im not going to include the word father only in my prayer. i will include Heavenly or Abba just before the Father. just in case you know. better safe than sorry. haha.

and i also thought of other things la. and hmm.. its abt ppl again. i want to just place all my thoughts here. but this is my blog. so i chose not to disclose who im refering to. so you dont bother asking. i will just ignore it totally. but dont worry. i will get over it very quickly. all i need is just one day. haha. or maybe less or maybe a little more la. aiyah whatever. but just dont bother abt the rest of my post. the end!

to someone A: hmm.. i thought abt it. maybe its true. why din i thought of it b4? if she never suggest this idea, i would probably believe it for the rest of my life and keep wondering. so now i know. everything so far has been a joke. whatever you said. and i was so stupid to believe it. no wonder i felt that you changed. but i know you hadnt. its just that i dont know you well enough. so i pictured you the way i wanted. but hey, you did so many things that made me believe. now as i type this, im still not convinced. if you are merely kidding, why did you have to wave to me in that way. it makes me feel so good. why? i dont understand. or maybe ure just bored. perhaps. ok its no way that i can argue my way out of this. its very simple. i just cant face the fact. i cant face reality. i choose to remain in my own fantasy world. but im happier in there though i feel. but i know one day, i have to face it. so might as well be now. we are all over. forget it. i dont want to bother you anymore. thats it. youre now just part of my memory. how sweet! yet it was all a joke. oh wells. at least its still beautiful. all the dreams. i wished it all came true. but thank God it din. cos i know i will regret. oh well, i shall stop here. goodbye ** ********.

to someone B: argh. ure really irritating you know. i know ure trying to be nice. but thats not the way. i just cant appreciate. and stop pretending. im not stupid. stop going round and round and asking questions that you know i wont answer. ok. maybe you dont know. but ure getting on my nerves. stop pretending that you understand. cos you dont. not at all. and why say sorry? you dont even mean it. you have to say sorry and CHANGE. dont do that again. but you keep repeating it. youre taking us for granted. and i tell you many times alr. i thought you got the picture. but you din. or perhaps ure just childish. refusing to face reality. but hey, it wont work. you will never get what you want. if thats that, thats it. you cant force anything out of this. why bother making promises after promises when you intend to break them all. whats the point? aiyah, i dunno how to say but. argh. are you trying to do something? are you doing some stupid experiment or smth? pls dont test my patience. you'll never know when i will explode. and i dont want to. so stop it b4 its too late. dont make me hate you. i still have to see you and talk to you almost everyday. Thank God that i have God. if not, i dunno what i will become now. at least i can now commit my problems to Him. so i dont need to bother abt them. so i guess i wont explode. but just dont test my limits.

okay. i think thats all for now. theres smth good abt keeping them anonymous. cos i know what im talkin abt and you dont. so dont ask anything abt it. if you think thats you, too bad. but it will be a very small chance. hey, i know so many ppl la. and you are only one of the many. so its very small chance. so dont bother thinking if its you. just ignore it. i dont need any comments. i dont need understanding. i just need silence. so dont say anything abt it. i will return the silence that i want back to you. i wont reply. the end. thats it for now. i got something else to post but guess it wont be suitable to post it here. so i will use another post. bye

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